♠ A Night Called Dot Dot Dot

arghhh !!! totally gave up hope on Plurk already. =( it's been wasting up my time almost half an hour just to wait for it to be connected. should i say its Streamyx's fault ? the connection speed is extremely slow! i got nothing much to do except to spend some time on my blog.

did you notice that i blog much more lesser than last time already ? this is because im a bit busy recently. busying with working, so that to let more money flow in to my pocket! other than this, i'll hang out with my love ones once in a while. well, it may be twice a week. and the most important one, i helped mom doing the house chores! *big grin as for the rest of the time, im being a pig if im not watching tv. HAH!

another good thing to celebrate is that, im not going to work for next monday! which means that i'll be FREE for 5 days continuously, tomorrow onwards. WOOOHOOO ~ what a nice arrangement for me. thank you mr tharman. =)

anyone wanna date me out ? haha my time is pack for tomorrow and half of sunday. or we shall hang out next week? perhaps accompany me to buy shoes? hehe

today as usual, worked and back home. mom didnt cook so we went for dinner. western food again! i almost had western food once a week. haha oh ya! i met Raymond. hey you, what acne depression? it looks normal ni kay? after dinner, i left earlier to gurney cuz im going for a movie with cc. we watched The Uninvited. then he dropped me home after movie ended.

so bored
im turning in for tonight
going for a jog 2moro morning
*praying hard that i could wake up on time*

♠ Reminiscence

i couldn't sleep. due to the god-damn hot weather. i was being fast asleep and few hours later, wasn't sure bout the time, i woke up. sweating all over the body! nah ... not so serious. But it's HOT ! cannot stand it anymore. lol

All of a sudden

i miss redbox

i miss the old times

i miss my far-away friends

i miss kfc's twister and cheesy wedges

i miss tiramisu and chocolate mint cakes =)

i miss the hanging out moment with my love ones

i miss everything

i miss you

Unconditional desires ...

i want Dell's Inspiron 15

i want to go Redang

i want my old white watch back

i want a new change for my hair

i want the aqua color contact lens

i want my cheque for the first two weeks of april

human being just wont satisfy with what they're having now

SO DO I !

♠ Another 6M Outing

yoohoo ~ a super duper late post is coming up

another outing with primary schoolmates =)

where do we went? yup that's it ! the place where we love it all the while - REDBOX

i'd promise flo to share the pics with her

cuz she's at somewhere far away from here, not able to join us

pity u ... so, are you reading this? =)

not much people join though. some are having classes and some are busy with their stuff

well, i aint enjoyed much actually

cuz mostly they're singing chinese songs which i dont know one. those latest new songs

im outdated long long time ago d la. i prefer english songs. they're much nicer than chinese one. =D

shall we let the pics do the talking? =)

Redbox *winks

me; hooi

jun long is enjoying his moment! hahaha

deep feel singing?

hooi; khoon ying

jun long; wei loon

raymond the camera shy ???

the narcissistic one

candid

focus the girl behind, not him. she looks cute, isn't it? WAHAHA

k.ying; me; ziv

when we'll be getting along together again?

♠ YO! what's this?

back in 2 weeks ago, my parents and i went down to KL to have a look at Help University College.

we took a bus at 12am in the midnight. its rm48 per pax. in order not to waste the money, i've watched a movie before i sleep. haha

and in the end, i just slept for 2 hours. woke up at 5am then i'd reached KL already. walked along at Pudu area and had my early breakfast in a mamak stall. filled with a lil excitement and therefore i wasn't sleepy yet. :D

after all, i meet joyce at her hostel. rest a while at her hostel. after bathe and dressed up around 9am, i went to the main Help and made the application. then we headed to the Uni. followed joyce and her bf to their replacement class. =D

since that, i've seperated with my parents. they go on their way and i go and meet up my friends. hehe

after their class, we went to The Gardens at Mid Valley to had our lunch. joyce, her bf and i, long with Alex and Jia Li - their coursemates. had my lunch at Sushi Zanmai. almost starve adi. haha

after that, ron the mushroom head came! hahaha sorry ron ... i just called what u said. =D

we was just hanging around and chit chatted. redbox is too expensive for us, and the pool is fulled. therefore, we went for our tea time. but its ron's lunch. right? or its your brunch? hehe

later on, he went to cut his hair at dont know what saloon inside jusco.

see! he's am chio-ing. =D

ron - the no longer mushroom head guy. HAH !

joyCe'

us =)

went back to joyce's hostel around 5pm. took a nap. and suddenly, i woke up and rush to the washroom. puked out the food that i ate. *sucky

eversince that, my throat is a lil bit gatal d. =( met up with poh hean and we headed for our dinner somewhere near the hostel. i couldn't finish it. sigh

i have to leave KL the next day

say goodbye to mua fwens again. well, we shall meet up soon! =)

wasn't feeling well. went to see the doctor after im back in penang. got cough and lil fever.

sick ~ so no pics for that. hehe

me

♠ Jumble Up

didnt know what to blog about. starting to be lazy bout blogging d. nothing much for me to express here. everyday just doing the same thing. working on the weekday, and staying at home during weekend. if im lucky, then i'll hang out with those who date me out. haha

feel confused and annoyed recently. bundle up with many things. my mind is totally in a mess.

well, i think im not decisive enough to make up my mind. shilly shally all the time. scared that i'll make a wrong decision after all. i know i shouldnt be like that. but i just cant control it. i like to think bout this and that, whether its correct or not, right or wrong and all. how to change this? somebody please slap me.

what is effing wrong with me? what happened to me these days? im almost in the god damn bad sucky mood everyday when im home. easily get to quarrel with my mom. i wonder if im wrong or she's in the mood of PMS? LOL pardon my rudeness.

i dont like being command by someone to do this and that. i dont like being force by someone to do something. i dont like you all watching over me.

why i feel like escaping from here as soon as possible? i just want my own freedom. sometimes, my friends would ask me:" dont you have enough freedom for now?" my answer will definitely be a NO. i guess there's no need for me to say it out why.

eyes rolling, head spinning, mind is thinking the same question all over again. again and again. when will i get the right answer? let it go and it'll just come to me someday? follow what it says deep inside my heart? taking the advices from parents? i dont know.

work hard? enjoy our life?

let us decide it on our own.

Live The Life

♠ Hello Kay Elle =)

a very short update here

im going down to KL in 10mins time =)

along with my parents

for settling all those stuff for my further studies

and also, to find the accommodation there

it's quite rush and i just used half an hour to pack my stuff. haha

i guess im going off now

will update my blog after i come back

see ya ~